i survived

i am happy to report that i survived the meeting. ok soo i  got lost a few times...just twice...umm i couldnt figure out how to get on 590...apparently i turned to late, drove in a square and went a different way. and then i drove and drove and saw friendlys and umm passed it and attempted to turn around in a neighborhood thing and i mighta sorta got turned around. however, in my defense i blame fog and darkness and the fact that i dont know the area.

anyways, i met two women in their thirties and a girl who is 19. it was really cool to discuss things with people who are going through or have gone through it. it was so weird to be sitting at this table with three other people who just get it. we exchanged phone numbers and i feel like i have this little support group thing starting and i really like it. i defiantly will be going to the next meeting and the next...

my roommates commented that i was super giggly after, and i guess its just good to have that dinner. oh yeah my suitemates asked where i was and i told them and they were happy i went...i feel relieved and just at ease.

so i am ending tonight by watching the real world...it makes me feel so much more normal...those people have some issues...