time killer

i am shaking, shaking for no reason, so i am positive it is nerves. i hate waiting around in my room, i just wanna go to strong (the gigantic hospital!) and get this over with and get my stupid cupcake and chocolate milk so i can go. i hope its warm when i am getting my infusion cause i am freezing. its super windy outside and i hate when its windy cause then its loud outside my window. 

i couldnt sleep last night, i spent way to long staring at the ceiling and i would fall in and out of sleep, and can i just say that it sucked. i soo want benadryl. haha which reminds me to pack some. ok finally time to get ready.